everyone has those summer changing God moments. where they experience something and it changes their whole attitude toward summer and God. after that experience you are SO on fire with God. and your love for God bleeds onto other people. i don't think i'm going to have one of those moments this summer. ogn has passed, i didn't go to el salvador. i feel like i don't have chance to have a spiritual changing summer. i feel like i'm stuck in a rut with my faith. i feel like i'm not going anywhere in my relationship with God. nowhere. i'm stuck. on this evil filled planet. i LOVE Jesus with all my heart. i just want to be moved by him this summer. i want to be rocked of my chair. i want to go back to school feeling refreshed and free and loved by God. i just need that ONE moment. that ONE moment where God changes my world.